Still Becoming

2025 has been a big year for me and for JapanEasyReads.

I’ve finally had the space to pause — to reflect on the journey so far and to sit with the uncomfortableness of it. Those who know me well know that this has not been a clear or smooth road.

There have been many moments where I have felt scared, confused, sad, challenged, unsure, and overwhelmed. Times where I questioned myself, my decisions, and whether I was capable of carrying this work forward. The uncomfortable truth is that building something meaningful rarely comes with certainty.

Alongside that uncertainty, there has also been real joy. Excitement. Elation. Deep satisfaction. And pride. Not pride in perfection or having it all figured out, but pride in persistence — in continuing even when the path felt unclear and the doubts felt loud. 

I am incredibly grateful for the support I’ve had not only this year, but throughout my life. I have been very fortunate to be surrounded by strong women — women I deeply respect and admire — who have shaped the person I am still becoming.

My mum, Dot, always encouraged me to challenge myself, to question my limiting beliefs, and to trust myself — even when I didn’t feel ready. Her encouragement was gentle but unwavering, and her belief in me continues to guide the way I show up, especially in moments of fear or self-doubt.

I am also forever indebted to my aunt Therese for the opportunity to broaden my world. Through her connection to Japan, and to the Nakamura family, my love of Japan first began. Being welcomed into another culture, another language, and another way of seeing the world quietly changed me — even though I didn’t fully understand its impact at the time.

Looking back now, I can see how all of these experiences — challenge and support, uncertainty and growth, language and belonging — have woven themselves into the work I do through JapanEasyReads. This business exists because I believe deeply in access, in stories, and in learning that feels human, inclusive, and possible. It exists because I know what it feels like to be unsure and to need that gentle push forward.

And to the many other women who have supported, challenged, and believed in me — you know who you are. Thank you.

I don’t feel finished. I don’t feel as though I’ve arrived at some clear destination. But I do feel grounded, grateful, and committed to continuing — with care, with purpose, and with trust in the process.

Still becoming.